One of the indigenous angels, getting cane sugar water straight from the source - oh, yeah, that’s heaven
Yesterday was life-changing.
These little moments, strung together, full of awe and mystery; they gave me a celestial nudge.
During one of my Ayahuasca visions, I talked to Tori. Those who know me are well aware of my Tori Amos obsession – since 1990, she has been a Goddess to me. I have met her many times, followed her tour from LA to Birmingham, cried on her shoulder – the Tori Stories are all blessings. It was at a concert of hers in 2003 that I found the strength to leave my loveless marriage. She has given me so much of my power.
And so there we were, talking away in my vision – and I asked her,
“Girl, have you done this? You have, right? Ayahuasca. Talked to the goddess. You understand.”
She said to me -
“Yes, love, of course I have, and you get the goddess power now, too. It’s one of my secrets, my strengths. You’re going to move mountains with this. It was already in you.”
Later in the vision, I asked if I could be her for a moment – to play Precious Things on stage in front of thousands of adorers. I still remember how that felt. Profound. Words escape me.
Last night, I remembered this portion of my vision. For fun, I did a Google search for her name, and Ayahuasca. After a little bit of hunting, I found it – validation. She talked about working with a female Shaman in the 80′s, and doing a lot of Ayahuasca. She talked about how much this changed her, gave her a center strength she could never have imagined. Her words matched those she had already spoken to me.
Come on now, that’s magic.
On the heels of this revelation, I felt linked in to things I don’t yet understand, but honor completely. I left a comment for William – an angel I met in the Amazon, and who has the calling again too – we’re both returning in December. This was an unplanned reunion, but obviously quite special.
At the exact moment I left him a note, I received one from him. Again, unplanned. Then we had a “Did we just do that?” moment, and it almost made me cry.
Because here I was, home alone, sitting in desolate darkness. Yet I felt unified with the whole beautiful universe. I felt loved and connected to people a world away.
Magic, I tell you. God, I am so lucky.
