This is the flower bath area - we are bathed in flower water on mornings after ceremonies. This is my happy place. This is paradise.
All right ya’ll – please note I’m not exactly a bible toter. I pass no judgment on the staunchly religious among us, it’s just not my chosen path.
That said, Jesus is really stalking me. Am I the luckiest girl in the world? There’s no doubt.
This whole new bizarre connection re-triggered (I say “re”, because if I believe the signs, I have walked with the enlightened one before) with the Amazon experience. You know, that whole “Jesus appeared before me and gave me a hug” thing on Ayahuasca. I make light, but seriously, that still blows me away when I remember it. It was the very last thing I expected to see in my visions, and yet – the best gift I could have received.
Then came the incredibly profound moments leading up to my father’s passing. He met Jesus too, and told me repeatedly that Jesus knew who I was. How could that be, he wanted to know? How?
I wondered the same thing, and yet, I Knew.
Yesterday, I had another car-epiphany. It’s the third one in 6 months. I have these massive, heart-opening realizations that just floor me and make me feel floaty and electric – but when I’m driving. The first told me my Love was on the way. I met him about a week later. The second told me I had finally reached the right path, and would be the famous author I’ve always dreamt of. Fine then, we’re workin’ on that.
The third, yesterday’s gift, is much more abstract. I was zipping down Fairfax after a huge Amazon-related shopping spree, and I started to realize the incredible and benevolent consciousness of our planet. Call it God, call it the Universe, call it the collective subconscious — however you name it, I connected. We are all playing our roles, and there is an enormous intelligence observing the entire experience. Everyone is living in perfection. Whether it’s the man leading wars and raping the earth or the man leading the fight to end global warming, we are perfectly balanced. I just found that so bloody beautiful. So fucking lucky to be alive.
As I pulled up to a traffic signal, I looked up to see this billboard:
“All Algorithms Lead to Jesus.”
I giggled. I almost cried. I wondered what in the hell that billboard was supposed to be advertising. Maybe it’s a big religious movement. Maybe it’s going to reveal later that Jesus likes math. Or maybe (and this is my favorite hypothesis) it was just there for me. In my crazy little noggin.
In any event, it’s a good thing to know. Jesus can be whatever enlightened master you answer to, or you believe yourself to be, in your heart of hearts. We’re all the same, anyway – it’s our egos that divide us. I know it’s a sign of what I’m about to experience in the Amazon. I am going to connect like never before. More secrets will unfold. I will never, ever be the same. Which means, neither will you.
