I felt it so much that I almost choked today, that I almost stopped breathing, just so I could leave my body and Be There.
In the Amazon. In a lodge 30 minutes down the river, outside of Iquitos, nestled in a deep green cocoon of healing energies and shamanic miracles.
That’s where my soul lives, when she’s not body-bound. I need to be there so badly, I feel my cells flittering away as the time passes anywhere but there.
I know why, of course. I’ve been so shutdown, so unaware of her whisperings – my higher self, my warrior, my connected being. This damn surface pulled me up and hypnotized me, stopped any sense of feeling, and tried to distract me away from my mission. I’m not having it. I can’t be the corporate cat for long.
And so, I wrote to one of my shaman and said – I’m coming home.
March is it – for a 7 day spiritquest – 4 more ayahuasca ceremonies. Then I’ll be returning in July for another 12 day Huachuma journey, back to the huacas, back to the elemental truth centers, and back to the core of my own glowing self. I am knotted up and electrified – remembering it all. Realizing that once again, I get to go there. I must. It’s my calling. It’s the way in which I find the strength to be a light, not another piece of the darkness.
March. I’ll make it happen. And really, you should join me.
