The Magnificent Orion
It’s time to out myself. For a few weeks now, there’s been a seething, beautiful truth that’s been kept under the folds of inquiries, tucked down inside the feathery embrace of a sacred little secret. I have fallen in love.
It’s never been the case before that my heart should tumble and I would keep it mum. Yet this bond necessitated discernment from the get-go. So much so, I didn’t really know myself what was transpiring until the veil dropped in dramatic fashion and I saw myself eye-locked with an angel. One who could see through me – the real me – and reflect back the newfound love I have felt for myself. There is nothing – nothing – more magical. To see the love you have for yourself mirrored back to you in the eyes of another. It’s amazing, really, how much I feel for this being. Orion. The star chasing, larger-than-life partner that has suddenly lit up my life.
What a couple of months it has been. When Orion and I first were thrown together, we had mutually magnificent lives – two already beaming souls. Both of us in loving relationships with other incredible people. And as such, we honored what was – our budding friendship, and mutual support in maintaining our beloved relationships. There was no behind-the-scenes plotting – we loved each other as passionate, committed beings and found an instant and respectful rapport.
The game changed, however, in a manner that still leaves me dizzy and dazed – albeit smiley. I didn’t ever, ever expect that we would suddenly be together, in every sense of the word. I branched out on my own to find more of myself – a quest that will continue in earnest. Last week, Orion found his freedom too – and at the same time, found his way to me. I see in him a true equal, dedicated to the exact same path of ascension. We are on the same word of the same page of the same blissful book, and I truly feel like the most blessed individual sailing across the cosmos. He supports all the many intricacies I am uncovering within, and I adore every aspect of his evolving spirit as well. We are innocent, glowing children disguised as responsible adults – loving our dichotomies, and everything we share. Which is everything.
So yeah, I’m really, really happy. And Ayahuasca is just two days away. I’ll have Sage to my right, Orion to my left, and my queen back inside every cell. Where she leads me next. . .I am going without resistance. And with so, so much love to share.
