Posted in Aftermaths and In-Betweens on May 29th, 2009
An open letter to my spirit mother I will be with you again tomorrow night. Our nineteenth dance, followed by the twentieth. There’s a corner in there. I am turning already. I bring to you all of me – not just the select bits I’ve offered up in the past. It’s effortless with the painful [...]
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Posted in Aftermaths and In-Betweens on May 28th, 2009
Two days from now, I will be falling back into the cosmic, healing embrace of Mother Ayahuasca. I am no stranger to shamanic journeys, to soirees with the helper plants, and yet, I’m back into the space of knowing next to nothing. There’s a clean slate glowing behind my mind’s eye, and it’s waiting for [...]
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Posted in Aftermaths and In-Betweens on May 15th, 2009
Ayahuasaca ceremonies #19 and #20 are just 2 weeks away. Just 2 weeks, that’s all I have to prepare, to get centered, to declare my intentions, to face my demons, and to do my best to fully surrender to the process. I wasn’t pious enough during my last journey with her, and I’m immensely humbled [...]
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Posted in Aftermaths and In-Betweens on Apr 3rd, 2009
I owe you a few more Ayahuasca posts – there’s so much to unravel about the recent shaman visit, and yet I’ve been sucked into the vortex of an insanely beautiful life experience, so the blogs have fell silent. I’m grateful for a chance to connect today. There’s a thing or two to share. [...]
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Posted in Aftermaths and In-Betweens on Mar 12th, 2009
It’s time to out myself. For a few weeks now, there’s been a seething, beautiful truth that’s been kept under the folds of inquiries, tucked down inside the feathery embrace of a sacred little secret. I have fallen in love. It’s never been the case before that my heart should tumble and I would keep [...]
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