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Posted in Aftermaths and In-Betweens on Mar 5th, 2009
I can’t remember a more beautiful day. Vegas is starting to amp up the heat factor – the harsh chill is a distant memory, the sky is positively glowing with indigos and oranges, and I am being dosed with blessings. The greatest news possible just landed. Something I have prayed for, declared to the universe [...]
Posted in Aftermaths and In-Betweens on Mar 3rd, 2009
Today, I am my emotions. I am the fear I hide from, the jealousy I try so hard to deny, the undeniable surge of sadness that so often goes nameless within. At the same time, I am blissful to release and honor these waves. I sit here in complete lethargy, locked into a frozen state, [...]
Posted in Aftermaths and In-Betweens, Ayahuasca Ceremonies, Shamanic Ceremonies on Feb 25th, 2009
It’s a topic I’ve typed out a thousand times or more – truth-talk. The definition of truth. My own personal journey with uncovering what’s Real. Even my first novel encompasses this theme, and I recognize this to be one of my biggest lessons in this embodiment. I am so hungry for the integration of self-realization, [...]
Posted in Aftermaths and In-Betweens on Feb 18th, 2009
Healer came to visit again. This time for a full week. Imagine my home, cleansed and welcoming, fire burning in the fireplace, snacks laid out with love. People coming through the front door, one by one. Sitting down with nervous jitters in the pre-moments. Knowing they were up to something big. Pushing through fears and [...]
Posted in Aftermaths and In-Betweens, Ayahuasca Ceremonies, Shamanic Ceremonies on Jan 31st, 2009
Today is the two year anniversary of Daddy’s death. I’m in a very surprising place – I’m actually overwhelmingly sad. Almost the saddest I’ve been since he took his last breath, and I’m not really sure why. Which is why I’m here, sorting through the waves, finding the core of this, so I might honor [...]
