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Posted in Aftermaths and In-Betweens on Feb 12th, 2007
For the first thirty years, I had a lot of beliefs. You know, hunches. Suspicions. Hesitant to call them iron-clad, I was, but after 9 sessions in the Amazon, the I Think This May Be Trues got shoved from my noggin and straight into my heart space. So these are my truths, real or unreal. [...]
Posted in Unrelated Truth-Pours on Feb 8th, 2007
Death is such a bloody confusion. Losing dad felt like a blessing in so many ways; I couldn’t bear the thought of his suffering, on our earthly plane, and that appeared to be his destiny. Nor can I stand the sadness of my family. But it is not my sadness. I have not lost my [...]
Posted in Unrelated Truth-Pours on Feb 7th, 2007
I’m not ready for a heart pour, but I need to say – He’s gone. Daddy died peacefully late last week, and we buried him yesterday. I don’t know what it means yet. I only know he’s flying around me, that we won’t make any more tangible memories, but he’ll be there, whenever I ask. [...]
Posted in Huachuma Ceremonies, Shamanic Ceremonies on Jan 30th, 2007
Life-wise, it’s just insane in these parts. Daddy still isn’t doing well; I’m getting numb to the bad news. More internal bleeding. More reason to worry. I loathe the draw-out, the lack of clarity and Knowledge. I hate knowing he’s suffering, skirting the edge and unaware of the final landing. At least he’s not afraid. [...]
Posted in Aftermaths and In-Betweens on Jan 25th, 2007
There’s more to the Amazon story – one additional amazing rundown, but The Universe threw me a curveball. Daddy almost died on Saturday. A hardcore shutdown involving almost every organ. His liver was bleeding. His kidneys failed. He had an infection in his blood. We got to see him Sunday night, and it felt like [...]
