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Back in January, Orion, myself, and 4 other Vegas friends traveled to central Cali and attended a Vipassana meditation retreat. Vipassana is a very specific meditation technique, taught piece by piece throughout the ten days.  Here is the basic framework for this experience: * Takes place in a remote retreat   * Men and women [...]

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Two very distinct and paradoxical reasons have kept me from blogging lately: 1) So bloody much has happened it’s daunting to try and cover all the ground in a genuine, detailed fasion 2) Much of what keeps transpiring is from the space where words cannot go, so how does the unreal ego / identity self [...]

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It’s a phrase that has been running in my noggin incessantly these days — “Nothing is as it seems.” But what does that mean, exactly?  What am I trying to tell myself with this bizarre little nugget of wisdom? It came to me today.  During coffee with a new / old soul that has already [...]

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Intellectually, I know what’s transpiring.  I have poured myself into integrity, into finding out my true self, and relinquishing the ego’s stronghold.  I have declared truth at all costs, willing to feel whatever I must to liberate.  But oh my fucking god, sometimes I feel like it’s killing me.  (That’s that small me talking, and [...]

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I’m ready to admit that I am light years away from outsmarting my ego. I am also realizing, more and more, that this quest for authenticity is a bigger game than I could have ever realized. I know the lines I write in this public space aren’t always the absolute truth. Whatever that is. I [...]

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