Posted in The Path of Enlightenment on Jun 20th, 2010
Just when I get accustomed to the harmony and flow of life, a curve ball smashes a dent in my figurative skull. Several. Big ones. Fast balls, see. Last week, Orion, Hijo and I jetted off to LA for a mixed-bag adventure. On the menu, in a primary sense, was a visit with Zen, Orion’s [...]
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Posted in Aftermaths and In-Betweens on Mar 3rd, 2009
Today, I am my emotions. I am the fear I hide from, the jealousy I try so hard to deny, the undeniable surge of sadness that so often goes nameless within. At the same time, I am blissful to release and honor these waves. I sit here in complete lethargy, locked into a frozen state, [...]
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It’s a topic I’ve typed out a thousand times or more – truth-talk. The definition of truth. My own personal journey with uncovering what’s Real. Even my first novel encompasses this theme, and I recognize this to be one of my biggest lessons in this embodiment. I am so hungry for the integration of self-realization, [...]
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Posted in Aftermaths and In-Betweens on Dec 7th, 2008
I’m in a blazing state of judgment, trying desperately to drown out the 592-piece orchestra of emotions that have flared up in my resilient and resistant little self. My ego (all egos?) is all of 8 years old, so she’s shutting down into a “I can’t hear you I can’t hear you” little tirade. But [...]
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