Posted in The Path of Enlightenment on Oct 1st, 2009
I’ll just come out and say it – I’m a very, very frightened girl. That is, my egoic programming once led me to believe as much. Fears so bloody deep it took me decades to acknowledge them. And make no mistake, there are more hidden in deep layered coffins inside my twisted little psyche. Truth [...]
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Posted in The Path of Enlightenment on Sep 15th, 2009
This is the post that the small part of me never believed I’d ever compose and share. This is the part of life that I feared I would always be seeking. And yet, here it is – the absolute Truth, unfolding within me like sunbeams reaching through the silvered windows of a prison cell. I [...]
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Posted in Aftermaths and In-Betweens on Sep 2nd, 2009
No, it’s not just you – the blog has been on hiatus and unaccessible. I made a few changes (new WordPress installation so that I may be omnipotent) but have been woeful about getting it back up to speed. Apologies for the absence. Not like it’s been too much of a depravation. Right? Don’t answer [...]
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Posted in Aftermaths and In-Betweens on May 15th, 2009
Ayahuasaca ceremonies #19 and #20 are just 2 weeks away. Just 2 weeks, that’s all I have to prepare, to get centered, to declare my intentions, to face my demons, and to do my best to fully surrender to the process. I wasn’t pious enough during my last journey with her, and I’m immensely humbled [...]
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Posted in Unrelated Truth-Pours on Feb 23rd, 2009
I’m ready to admit that I am light years away from outsmarting my ego. I am also realizing, more and more, that this quest for authenticity is a bigger game than I could have ever realized. I know the lines I write in this public space aren’t always the absolute truth. Whatever that is. I [...]
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