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Posted in Aftermaths and In-Betweens, Ayahuasca Ceremonies, Shamanic Ceremonies on Jan 31st, 2009
Today is the two year anniversary of Daddy’s death. I’m in a very surprising place – I’m actually overwhelmingly sad. Almost the saddest I’ve been since he took his last breath, and I’m not really sure why. Which is why I’m here, sorting through the waves, finding the core of this, so I might honor [...]
Posted in Unrelated Truth-Pours on Feb 22nd, 2007
I woke up this morning in a steady tear-flow, vividly recalling the bizarre yet sensical meanderings my mind and spirit took in the absence of consciousness. Boo snuggled in at my feet, looking as if he was standing guard – in protection. My little mystic shield. I dreamt about Daddy. Not about him, specifically, but [...]
Posted in Aftermaths and In-Betweens on Feb 12th, 2007
For the first thirty years, I had a lot of beliefs. You know, hunches. Suspicions. Hesitant to call them iron-clad, I was, but after 9 sessions in the Amazon, the I Think This May Be Trues got shoved from my noggin and straight into my heart space. So these are my truths, real or unreal. [...]
Posted in Huachuma Ceremonies, Shamanic Ceremonies on Jan 30th, 2007
Life-wise, it’s just insane in these parts. Daddy still isn’t doing well; I’m getting numb to the bad news. More internal bleeding. More reason to worry. I loathe the draw-out, the lack of clarity and Knowledge. I hate knowing he’s suffering, skirting the edge and unaware of the final landing. At least he’s not afraid. [...]
Posted in Aftermaths and In-Betweens on Jan 29th, 2007
What I miss the most – what I always miss the most – is my beloved Boo. He’s laying here with me, my massive fur-child, and this is peace. It means we’re both home. Daddy is still alive. But every time we think the veil has lifted, that he’ll reel out of ICU and find [...]
