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Posted in Aftermaths and In-Betweens, Ayahuasca Ceremonies, Shamanic Ceremonies on Jan 31st, 2009
Today is the two year anniversary of Daddy’s death. I’m in a very surprising place – I’m actually overwhelmingly sad. Almost the saddest I’ve been since he took his last breath, and I’m not really sure why. Which is why I’m here, sorting through the waves, finding the core of this, so I might honor [...]
Posted in Aftermaths and In-Betweens on Apr 3rd, 2007
I went to NV last week to see my mom. This was the first trip, funeral aside, to my parents’ place now that it is just mom’s place. Just mom. While I was there (and Z came with, thank heavens) I really did have a fantastic time. Mom is a saint. She’s just all sweetness [...]
Posted in Aftermaths and In-Betweens on Mar 15th, 2007
Sometimes life isn’t agreeable. Of course, all that means is we’re not agreeable with ourselves. I am hurting. A sort of subdued, mysterious ache that shows signs of concrete derivatives, but then dissolves into an intangible ebb. I’d like to have an outburst. In the old days, I had these … sometimes daily. I would [...]
Posted in Aftermaths and In-Betweens on Feb 12th, 2007
Oh so many revelations. And I love them, trust me, but sometimes I wonder – how do I live in this world? I am failing at the standard day to days. Well, that’s a bit harsh – I am bouncing back. But on the heels of my cosmic understanding, making money, cleaning the house, and [...]
Posted in Aftermaths and In-Betweens on Feb 12th, 2007
For the first thirty years, I had a lot of beliefs. You know, hunches. Suspicions. Hesitant to call them iron-clad, I was, but after 9 sessions in the Amazon, the I Think This May Be Trues got shoved from my noggin and straight into my heart space. So these are my truths, real or unreal. [...]
