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Posted in The Path of Enlightenment on Oct 6th, 2009
Intellectually, I know what’s transpiring. I have poured myself into integrity, into finding out my true self, and relinquishing the ego’s stronghold. I have declared truth at all costs, willing to feel whatever I must to liberate. But oh my fucking god, sometimes I feel like it’s killing me. (That’s that small me talking, and [...]
Posted in Ayahuasca Ceremonies, Shamanic Ceremonies on Apr 22nd, 2009
The medicine has taken me to a place I’ve never been by now – it’s my 17th dance with her, and yet I’m feeling the folds of the unfamiliar start to overwhelm my senses. The good news – my ego is almost-silent, so flabbergasted by the intensity that the internal “This is happening and that [...]
Posted in Aftermaths and In-Betweens on Dec 7th, 2008
I’m in a blazing state of judgment, trying desperately to drown out the 592-piece orchestra of emotions that have flared up in my resilient and resistant little self. My ego (all egos?) is all of 8 years old, so she’s shutting down into a “I can’t hear you I can’t hear you” little tirade. But [...]
Posted in Unrelated Truth-Pours on Oct 20th, 2006
I have insomnia. It’s a dark moon night. She’s in Libra, so I’m haunted heart-wise, feeling empty and desolate. It just is. I am frightened of everything right now. Everything inside of myself. My money is running out, and the thought of ever returning to the hideous structure and falseness of an office job literally [...]
Posted in Aftermaths and In-Betweens on Jun 27th, 2006
It isn’t people that rule us, it’s fear. Smart (and not so smart) folks utilize this weapon as a means to paralyze us into non-action. It’s part of evolution – part of the survival of the fittest model. I am not immune. I could wax poetic for a millennium or more on how our cowardly [...]
