Posted in The Path of Enlightenment on Oct 1st, 2009
I’ll just come out and say it – I’m a very, very frightened girl. That is, my egoic programming once led me to believe as much. Fears so bloody deep it took me decades to acknowledge them. And make no mistake, there are more hidden in deep layered coffins inside my twisted little psyche. Truth [...]
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Posted in Aftermaths and In-Betweens on Apr 10th, 2007
A year ago, and the years that came before, I was the day job girl. Cash money, and oodles of it, came relatively easy. I was so blessed, and I knew it. But sooner or later, I had to Realize. I have since exited the world of identity-less 9 to 5′s, and I’m infinitely happier. [...]
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Posted in Aftermaths and In-Betweens on Apr 8th, 2007
I’m leaving next Thursday for the next Amazon journey. The first jaunt held 3 ceremonies, the second had 6, and this will grant me 8. I will never be the same. That’s a good thing. My intentions this time are lofty, reachable, real, and freaking necessary. I need to break free of my ego, my [...]
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Posted in Aftermaths and In-Betweens on Dec 6th, 2006
I am resisting the blog. It seems I’m resisting a lot. I have a bit of chesty/asthma action, and that says plenty. I’m nervous as blazes (are they nervous? Please say yes.) for the Amazon trip. It’s, like, soon. Reallllly soon. I’m leaving in a few shakes for a Wealth and Wisdom seminar because I [...]
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Posted in Aftermaths and In-Betweens on Nov 4th, 2006
I wasn’t afraid of Ayahuasca when I went to the Amazon the first time. It’s hard to fear something you don’t know, on any level. Now that I’m less than 2 months out from returning, oh hell yeah, I’m jittery. Because I know. So much of what I/we do – borderline everything – equates to [...]
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