Don Mariano, another uber-powerful Shaman from a nearby village, was slated to be our guide for the final Ayahuasca ceremony this session. In many ways, I had been preparing myself for his return all week; our one and only previous session proved nightmarish. I fell into a hellish world that night, with horrific demons and [...]
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Posted in Aftermaths and In-Betweens on May 9th, 2007
After 8 sacred ceremonies with 2 different shaman and 2 separate medicinal plants, covering hundreds of miles across every imaginable type of Peruvian terrain, I´m ready to begin the trip home. This has been an astoundingly powerful and insightful trip. I was ready for change, open to transformation, and yet I could have never predicted [...]
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Posted in Aftermaths and In-Betweens on May 7th, 2007
Hi beautifuls – I am writing from a little Andean mountain town in Peru called Huaraz. It´s the tail end of my journey, and to say I´ve transformed … But I can´t dish now. I´ve completed 4 more Ayahusca ceremonies and 3 Huachuma experiences. The fourth, at a place called Heaven`s Gate, will take place [...]
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This is the last installment for the most recent Amazon trip. The last play by play, but certainly not the last revelation. I have taken my second cup of Huachuma, along with just a few other seekers, and I am not *in* the world anymore, I am the world. I look at my hands and [...]
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So this breathing thing – it tastes like honey. I am alive and that’s the focus. I feel electrified and driven, but still walled up inside, guarded by demons in case the phone rings and death answers again. I haven’t yet let myself miss daddy, but I did get lost in the Hollywood Hills this [...]
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