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Posted in Aftermaths and In-Betweens on Apr 8th, 2007
I’m leaving next Thursday for the next Amazon journey. The first jaunt held 3 ceremonies, the second had 6, and this will grant me 8. I will never be the same. That’s a good thing. My intentions this time are lofty, reachable, real, and freaking necessary. I need to break free of my ego, my [...]
Posted in Aftermaths and In-Betweens on Mar 25th, 2007
It’s almost Amazon time again. Seems like I’m always saying that, but this is the third trip in a year, so perhaps that’s because … I am always saying that. I wouldn’t be returning this quickly on my own accord, but it’s for Z. And me. I’m hardly going against my will. I’d be there [...]
Posted in Aftermaths and In-Betweens on Feb 13th, 2007
I can’t help it – I’m still in Peru. Not physically. No, last I checked, the body still sat nestled in a little office near the Hollywood sign — my apartment haven, the only room that’s Mine. And there’s good news there, too – the landlord is letting my boyfriend move in, and the roomie [...]
Posted in Unrelated Truth-Pours on Feb 7th, 2007
I’m not ready for a heart pour, but I need to say – He’s gone. Daddy died peacefully late last week, and we buried him yesterday. I don’t know what it means yet. I only know he’s flying around me, that we won’t make any more tangible memories, but he’ll be there, whenever I ask. [...]
Posted in Huachuma Ceremonies, Shamanic Ceremonies on Jan 30th, 2007
Life-wise, it’s just insane in these parts. Daddy still isn’t doing well; I’m getting numb to the bad news. More internal bleeding. More reason to worry. I loathe the draw-out, the lack of clarity and Knowledge. I hate knowing he’s suffering, skirting the edge and unaware of the final landing. At least he’s not afraid. [...]
