This is so long overdue it full-on frightens me. I’m in healer crossover, having lagged on logging the latest Ayahuasca lessons, and here I am mid-week with energy Healer’s latest visit. Both are throwing me hoops, and suddenly, I have two left feet. First, the now. It’s messy. I can’t look at the internal tapestry [...]
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Posted in Aftermaths and In-Betweens on Mar 5th, 2009
I can’t remember a more beautiful day. Vegas is starting to amp up the heat factor – the harsh chill is a distant memory, the sky is positively glowing with indigos and oranges, and I am being dosed with blessings. The greatest news possible just landed. Something I have prayed for, declared to the universe [...]
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I have to hurry and get through all of the ceremonies so I can start sorting this manic/nose-diving aftermath. How does one be a spiritual beacon in a cesspool? I know it’s possible. I just need your help. But first, Night Four. All right, so, we’re fresh on the heels of meeting Jesus, going ape-shit [...]
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Fitting that I’m squared and ready to spill my memories of Ayahuasca Night Two and everything is aching. A tiny bit of repeat. Something far too familiar. Z is silent today. I guess you could say we had a bad night, but I found it stimulating. Easy for me to say. We hit Children of [...]
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Posted in Aftermaths and In-Betweens on Nov 4th, 2006
I wasn’t afraid of Ayahuasca when I went to the Amazon the first time. It’s hard to fear something you don’t know, on any level. Now that I’m less than 2 months out from returning, oh hell yeah, I’m jittery. Because I know. So much of what I/we do – borderline everything – equates to [...]
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