Hi all – sorry for the recent absence. Life gets in the way of blogging sometimes – how rude. Where Ayahuasca is internal, feminine, healing, somewhat fragile and based in the jungle (the lower world), Huachuma is external, profoundly powerful, wisdom-filled, masculine and based in the middle world (it grows in higher elevations in the [...]
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Posted in Aftermaths and In-Betweens on May 7th, 2007
Hi beautifuls – I am writing from a little Andean mountain town in Peru called Huaraz. It´s the tail end of my journey, and to say I´ve transformed … But I can´t dish now. I´ve completed 4 more Ayahusca ceremonies and 3 Huachuma experiences. The fourth, at a place called Heaven`s Gate, will take place [...]
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This is the last installment for the most recent Amazon trip. The last play by play, but certainly not the last revelation. I have taken my second cup of Huachuma, along with just a few other seekers, and I am not *in* the world anymore, I am the world. I look at my hands and [...]
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So this breathing thing – it tastes like honey. I am alive and that’s the focus. I feel electrified and driven, but still walled up inside, guarded by demons in case the phone rings and death answers again. I haven’t yet let myself miss daddy, but I did get lost in the Hollywood Hills this [...]
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