I promised Tantra at the end of the last post. Tonight, there’s a whole lot more brewing. Orion and I have been entering officially into Tantric spaces about once a week these days – this has been consistent for many weeks now. We keep marveling about how we instinctively fell into so many Tantric rituals [...]
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I had procured Huachuma cactus sometime ago, with the intention of embarking on a sacred ceremony in the near future. A little blurb was scribbled into my to-do list recently: “Schedule Huach. Ceremony”. I guess by that I meant: “Dive in, and fast.” Orion went forth on another vision quest recently. When [...]
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The medicine has taken me to a place I’ve never been by now – it’s my 17th dance with her, and yet I’m feeling the folds of the unfamiliar start to overwhelm my senses. The good news – my ego is almost-silent, so flabbergasted by the intensity that the internal “This is happening and that [...]
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This is so long overdue it full-on frightens me. I’m in healer crossover, having lagged on logging the latest Ayahuasca lessons, and here I am mid-week with energy Healer’s latest visit. Both are throwing me hoops, and suddenly, I have two left feet. First, the now. It’s messy. I can’t look at the internal tapestry [...]
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Posted in Aftermaths and In-Betweens on Aug 7th, 2007
I owe you the ending, I suppose, but there is none. The end of Heaven’s Gate…it’s rather indescribable to me, as it represented the beginning of my new life. A life I need to share and write about here…to sort through and begin to source in all it’s glory. A lot is happening. By a [...]
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