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Posted in Aftermaths and In-Betweens on May 29th, 2009
An open letter to my spirit mother I will be with you again tomorrow night. Our nineteenth dance, followed by the twentieth. There’s a corner in there. I am turning already. I bring to you all of me – not just the select bits I’ve offered up in the past. It’s effortless with the painful [...]
Posted in Aftermaths and In-Betweens on May 28th, 2009
Two days from now, I will be falling back into the cosmic, healing embrace of Mother Ayahuasca. I am no stranger to shamanic journeys, to soirees with the helper plants, and yet, I’m back into the space of knowing next to nothing. There’s a clean slate glowing behind my mind’s eye, and it’s waiting for [...]
Posted in Ayahuasca Ceremonies, Shamanic Ceremonies on May 11th, 2009
After powering through the absolutely worst, most nightmarish 90 minutes of my life so far, I found the trip back to the ceremonial circle to be pure bliss. I walked from the tiny bathroom to my spot in the space with a poundy little purpose – excited to feel such a tremendous release from my [...]
Posted in Ayahuasca Ceremonies, Shamanic Ceremonies on Apr 28th, 2009
The day between ceremony 17 and 18, in retrospect, felt like the ending / beginning of Gaspar Noe’s emotional onslaught film “Irreversible”. Full of sweet innocence, naps in a sunshine drenched park, organic eats with radiant beings. We all quietly frolicked in our aftermaths, some of us touting a few battle scars, but with excited [...]
Posted in Ayahuasca Ceremonies, Shamanic Ceremonies on Apr 22nd, 2009
The medicine has taken me to a place I’ve never been by now – it’s my 17th dance with her, and yet I’m feeling the folds of the unfamiliar start to overwhelm my senses. The good news – my ego is almost-silent, so flabbergasted by the intensity that the internal “This is happening and that [...]
