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Posted in Ayahuasca Ceremonies, Shamanic Ceremonies on May 18th, 2007
Don Mariano, another uber-powerful Shaman from a nearby village, was slated to be our guide for the final Ayahuasca ceremony this session. In many ways, I had been preparing myself for his return all week; our one and only previous session proved nightmarish. I fell into a hellish world that night, with horrific demons and [...]
Posted in Ayahuasca Ceremonies, Shamanic Ceremonies on Jan 18th, 2007
This is who I am today. Cognizant of life’s mysterious, rock solid in the face of fabulous trauma, unafraid of event horizons and armaggedons. Ready. Steady. But goddamn paralyzed with the details of life. I’m not fond. That’s not exactly true; I am fond. I’m just fumbling. But it’s all a blindingly beautiful gift. Even [...]
Posted in Aftermaths and In-Betweens on Dec 21st, 2006
I throw up a lot these days. I’m so anxious for my journey, so nervous about all that is unfolding, and my system is on freak out for the insane amount of gifts and love we are receiving. I’m not talking about Christmas. I’m talking about the secrets of the universe. I have Z, and [...]
Posted in Aftermaths and In-Betweens on Nov 30th, 2006
Warning: I’m hopped up on caramel macchiatos and feeling a bit omnipotent. I am reminded of the time Nihil and I were on acid and looming on a seventh floor parking structure, and I saw these purple flowers below and simply *had* to pick a few – they were so beautiful, in fact, there were [...]
